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Friday, January 20, 2012

Past Life

Who were you in your last life?
TL: Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Ireland around the year 1475. Your profession was that of a artist, magician or fortune teller. Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Bohemian personality, mysterious, highly gifted, capable to understand ancient books. With a magician's abilities, you could have been a servant of dark forces. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: Your task is to learn, to love and to trust the universe. You are bound to think, study, reflect, and to develop inner wisdom.

 RT: Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Bulgaria around the year 1600. Your profession was that of a jeweler or watch-maker. Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Inquisitive, inventive, you liked to get to the very bottom of things and to rummage in books. Talent for drama, natural born actor. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: Your lesson is to learn discretion and moderation and then to teach others to do the same. Your life will be happier if you help those who lack reasoning. Do you remember now?

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Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Mental Health

Came back from 'hospital' on 28 October 2011.

 Went to Isaac 'school' on 29 October 2011 for orientation.

 Look at my 'new' diary. The last entry was dated 7 October 2011.

  What had happened?

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 I was hospitalized yet again. This is the second time I was hospitalized (not childbirth).

  Previous hospitalization: Following Jesus Jesus said to me one morning. He ‘appeared’ in my room. He said,”Follow Me.” He sent me several messages. 32nd Sunday, 8 November 2009 St Anthony’s Bulletin wrote: Following Jesus requires a tremendous amount of trust, because He often takes us to unexpected places that require new growth, sacrifices, and reaching beyond the boundaries of what’s familiar and comfortable….

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Another Mystery. Why like that?

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 Am I redundant here? He said,"When you are in hospital, everything was fine. Isaac never looked for you." Everything seemed to be fined. The children can do so without me. So was He. Went to NTUC Fairprice at 888 Plaza. It was newly renovated. For so many days, ever since I was discharged, this was the first time we went NTUC Fairprice. I had the coupons to purchase the kitchen cookware set as well as buying grocery for the home. The total cost was about $150 (exact: $154.45). He was not happy....

(to be continued)

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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Laughing Buddha




This morning I had a special dream. I saw the 'woman medium'... It was her house... Teban Gardens (Blk 33). At her house, I was so surprised that I saw her (like so real) -- since I had not seen her or even think of her at all all these years. She was still in short hair and looked fair and plumb. Standing behind her was a shrine -- and I saw it was the Laughing Buddha statue.

Next, it was revealed to me about the husband! I saw the husband disguised as the Laughing Buddha now and he was walking along the shrine, shaking the head and body as though walking in a Ching Gay Procession. The head mask was like that of the Chinese "Big Head Doll" (大头娃娃). Laughing Buddha had a big tummy, but this one had a flat tummy.

Later on, in this same place, I roamed about the place, walking up and down the building. I went to the first floor, but the door was sealed -- really sealed up with bricks. I had to reverse back and went up the building again... At the second floor, it was a restaurant known as "XX white crane restaurant" (a Chinese Restaurant)...

Something 'coincident' had happened around the neighbourhood yesterday, 11 July 2011 (Monday). It was the death of a Malay and the death of a Chinese.

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Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Health or Wealth

Excuses, excuses and excuses. Lazy people are full of excuses. Unmotivated, Undisciplined, full of excuses.

Chinese saying: Marriage is the road to the grave

No wonder women are so short life (women at my side, women at his side seemed to have long life...the contrary)!

So free to play games, facebook games! When asked to do work, said,"You think I so free har, Don't need earn money har!"

Friends thought that staying at home to work means EASY EARN MONEY. Passive Income, don't need to do anything and can have money coming in! Who did not think of that? Who do not have ideas? But the problem is THE PEOPLE want to DO something about it a not, or did he KNOW or UNDERSTAND?

What is THE WIFE? TO VENT HIS FRUSTRATION when FRIENDS sms him and he is stucked... "You think I so rich har? You think I earn money so easy har? You think I at home so free har?" and then what I see?

Woes To Me. MAK JIU DA STAMP






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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Dreamlands

Dreams:
22 March 2011 -- No Ordinary Hand
Saw three boats ('Kayaking') near an island, messy grasslands with messy growths. From afar a house ('kelong'), I saw these scene. It was about the 'orange snake'. Someone in the kelong (a woman dressed in Malay sarong) told someone that he is no ordinary guy. He is extraordinary...
Next, it was about Terence. He seemed to be at Blk 499 but later, it was Blk 212 Woodlands we were going to look for him.... A long dream, shall not elaborate more. Richard went to the toilet. His right hand rubbed away water on the wall. Next, the bubbles form various shapes on the wall (Squares, triangles), of various colours (blue, red..) Words appeared on the water bubbles of the walls. Richard told me that these words are the words that advertisers or doctors used for communication...

23 March 2011 -- Lake with Brackish water
Another long dream. Managed to recall this part while I was watching Sorcerer's Apprentice. On this day, I also watched another Japanese Movie titled Goodbye, My Secret Friend. At the circular lake, 3 persons were on the boat, including me. I said,"This boat so small how to accommodate three persons?" In this dream, appeared my family members...
Next scene was that of Boon Lay Shopping Centre. It was a middle stairs, somewhere near the back of the shopping centre. At the back of the stairs was a Chinese Medical Hall (located on the first floor). In the dream, it was exactly the same as what it used to be, really got a Chinese Medical Hall or shop there. At first, I was on the second floor. Strangely, the second floor was a hospital (but in reality, it was a big furniture shop the last time I went). At the hospital, I need to do something. But a woman dressed in light green called out to me saying,"Can you help me look after my baby?" I wondered,"Why would someone not look after her own children?" The baby was crying and crying.
Later, I wanted to go downstairs. I walked down the stairs to the Chinese Medical Shop. The woman in maternity dress was there! I asked her,"Where is your baby?"
I had not seen this woman before. She was a Chinese. She might have just given birth to the baby -- that's why she was still wearing maternity dress, and her tummy was still there. But I don't understand why she wanted me to look after the baby...

24 March 2011 -- Chinese Traditional Wedding
Yesterday I had a very very bad headache, extremely painful after watching the Japanese Movie, Goodbye My Secret Friend. The whole night I cannot sleep well. Suddenly, I was 'possessed'. It was a dream, but a seemingly real dream, happening at the same bed I was sleeping, but literally it was at a hospital. A nurse attended to me. Something unusual about this nurse. I did not see her face, but managed to watch her legs or 'underbody'. She wore a white dress, those olden times white uniform dress of the nurse. And the most scary part was she got no legs at all. She attended to me, asking me to sit on the chair next to the bed. Next, I was being tied to the chair, white chair. She cut my finger nails next. She was so good at cutting the nails, very good. I was impressed. Next, she went out. Sitting at the chair, I waited and waited and no sign of her. The belt over my waist was getting tighter... I recalled my experiences at Tan Tock Seng Hospital... It was so scary.....

Next, I got up and quickly got out of the place to have a good look at what was happening. It was doctor Koh and some others present, like a conference. Red was seemingly everywhere, a good occasion -- the doctors got business, the family got new babies perhaps. At a turn of the place, I saw a little cone 'mountain'. People had come here to place their golden dragons on this little black mountain with holes. The golden dragons looked like the Merlion. I wanted to do so, but think twice... Next, I saw on my right, a priest dressed in purple. He was doing that as well! Some people followed him. Then I saw Dr Koh choosing some gifts for his 'clients' (Patients). Someone suggested to him. It was very cheap -- $6 and $7. He decided to buy these gifts. Next, they were hanged at the counter (above the red lanterns). Someone said it was not a good idea to hang that way, but still it was being hang there...

The last scene happens at a HDB house, a corridor unit with windows facing the corridors. I was present in the house, together with my family members, the most conspicuous one was my father. He was dressed in his Montagut black shirt, his hair combed neatly...

We were in a bedroom talking and then suddenly I had to walk to the other room, and saw rain, lots of water pouring into the other bedroom, just beside the living room. But in this bedroom, there is no corridor on the left. The rain just poured in. I had to ask the people to quickly close the window otherwise the electrical applicances in the house would spoil, especially the air-con which is near the window. At that moment, I recalled how the 'possession' had 'saved' the situation (otherwise, I would not have known about these...) Next, I saw a procession going on. It was a wedding procession, that of the ancient Chinese Wedding... with white lanterns, and men wearing pants and ribbons 'marching' outside the corridors. I was so worried at that moment and I prayed....

This is the first part of the morning dream. The whole night was so peaceful, except for some strange sound to be heard -- footsteps sound, weird 'cries', and sound from Richard's sleep. Isaac was sleeping so well. After Isaac woke up, I carried him and he slept again. This time round, I had another dream about NUS Lecture Theatre Hall. Some boys were kicking balls inside the lecture theatre. How can they do that? I thought. Next, I asked them to stop, but none of them listened. I approached the student leaders. I asked,"Who are these people?" Their answers were,"Chinese Orchestra"!!!

I went to the right side of the lecture theatre. It was an open space that led to the (swimming) pool. There were steps, all covered with blue dirty water. I walked down the steps (of great height and depth). Climbing up was more difficult. As I climbed up the stairs (like those of stadium seats), I could see swordfish in the water. I had to shun them. However, I was not that lucky. One of the swordfish bite me. It was so painful that I had to shake it off. My flesh just got being pulled as well... Finally, I managed to pull it out (and my flesh was so painful). Walking up, I saw that the water was so dirty in this pool. Hiding in the stairs were more swordfish, even longer and curling up! The mouth so long and sharp... such a scary sight. I looked ahead and saw my relative there (fourth aunt, same surname as Richard)...


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