Jesus Has Come

It is a real dream I had, I am psychologically normal, Psychologist, Psychiatrist, don't say it is imagination. Don't say God is not real. The Spirit World is real.

It Was Jesus
I am awoken from a dream, cannot remember, totally cannot recall. The moment I am conscious, I only can remember it is a dream about Jesus, about God. What I do, where was I, I cannot recall AT ALL. I only SEE THE LIGHT. The LIGHT is to walk around, LIKE JESUS. You see the image of Jesus in your brain. You see the image of Jesus in your EYES.

I am awoken. I am spiritually awoken, mentally awoken and now physically awoken. I was shedding tears, I was full of despair, full of grieve. Suffering, suffering everywhere. My parents suffer, suffered and is still suffering. My brother is suffering. The people around me are suffering. But yet I cannot do much, when I cannot even help myself. My heart is mourning, I am willing to absorb all the sins of the world, if only ONE PERSON can take away the sins of this world.

This is an usual day. Everybody is still sleeping and yet I am crying. I am crying not because I hate everybody, not because they make me sad, and this is no one's fault. Got love, got hate, got love and got disappointment and got despair. Got life, got death. Got right or wrong. If there is no evil, you will not know what is good and what is moral. Why I say such things? I tried. I tried. But still, I see the big don't listen, the small don't listen, the old don't listen, the young inherit the genes of their parents, and everything is passed on. Bad things are so easy to do, good things --- they just cannot remember anything good, they just cannot be bother to do anything good and sensible.

What else can I do? Even parents who think they can teach their children well, but what happens when their parents are not around? You cannot be with your kids the whole day, but it is all whether the kids want to obey you a not, listen to your teachings and to be sensible. Someone said,"You give birth to your children, you don't want to teach them, how irresponsible!" Strike Me, strike my heart, take my heart out and see for yourself. I am left with no more explanation, no more words. I am numb, and I want to be numb. If you are too dumb to know what I mean, numb is like anesthesia before injection, it means you will feel no pain if you are numb.

Did I give birth to my children and to let the children bring more sorrow and bring evil to anybody? NOPE, of course not, who on this earth would want to make something to bring harm to anybody? All creation is aim at HELPing people. If your creation is of no use to anyone, you are not going to be rich. Nobody would buy anything useless from you! But it is how people use it. Things are things. PEOPLE, the heart of people. The mind of people, what you have in your mind?



I cannot believe. I cannot believe all that is happening, but it is real, it is happening. Cebest was back, the existence of spirit, and all the things that happen step by step. My prayers, my years of effort, IS HEARD now. Jesus Christ is my Light! How Can I NOT Believe? Jesus was with me. Jesus is always with me. But I have not seen him. He had helped me. He had tried to help me ever since the day I was baptised. But I did not tried hard enough. I failed. I gave up. I was a sinner, now am, still am a sinner. By his mercy, he had shown me, given me a new pair of eyes.