A Matter of Time

You are my sunshine


I was searching for You Are My Sunshine. This is the first 'song' this morning, which rings from the alarm clock, and this is the message I hear this morning, and the Sunshine I see this morning and the emotion I have this morning, and the answer I have this morning.

I was inspired, full of inspiration, happiness, joy and delight.

Just as I was listening to the songs, choosing the songs to be put up at the blog, this song, he responded,"why this song like that, so eerie?" and this is where I started writing. He is my inspiration as well.

However, thinking, typing, seeing, I yawned and yawned. So many thoughts, so many things to write, don't know where to start and don't know how to compose a structured and orderly writing presentable, I 'wasted' time 'thinking'.

It was a natural body response. I yawned and tears flood my eyes too. This time he asked,"Why" and I said,"I yawned" and He said,"Flu?" No, it is natural body response. I woke up with my eyes little 'puffy' as I cried, on Saturday, 530pm when I went to church, and on that night, I was not able to sleep, similarly for Ricsson and Clara (I closed my eyes, but were conscious). Last night, had a good sleep, and this morning, surprise, surprise. Left eye dry, right eye wet and tear shed when I yawned. How funny and how miraculous our body can be, all because God's at work.

God planned everything. Just as I had taken out Clara's notes(chart) on Eucharist, Richard's handphone alarm ring. His alarm was set at 9am ring, but my current time on display was about 9.10am. The time now I typing is 9.24am. So many things happened, so many emotions within such little time. Everything has meaning. And he is always so slow, he is living behind time, he is always the last to know about God as well. But he is always the first to know the new... and I am always the last person to know the truth. What an irony. Indeed an irony, a joke, a fool of myself, a silly idiot I am.

I am surrounded by smart kids, gifted kids and gifted beings. They are all here to tell me something, show me something, for me to learn.

I need time to get things done, to slowly tell, time to heal, time to work, time to settle, time for getting things done again, the new way. For now, this is the version of You are My Sunshine I found, but I will show you my version of You Are My Sunshine.


I am the Garanguni in disguise and the baby which my mother said I was being picked up from the rubbish bin, but this baby had grown and this baby has received Light, the Sunshine, work begins, everyone starting to work. Sound I hear, Eyes I have, Eyes of my family, Eyes of the Tiger.