A Whole New World
Two beautiful yellow birds were first what I saw right out of my windows just now. The sun was shinning bright and the weather was beautiful. The cleaners doing their job, sweeping the floor, cleaning the lift and people walking to work.
Birds, not only the yellow ones, but black ones, big and small, I saw two and few others flying. Two black ones on another tree, resting on blossoms, beautiful. Birds chirping, singing songs, and I had sent my children to school. I hear the national anthem as usual, but today I have different feeling. Everything is the same, nothing has changed, this is still the place I am staying and living everyday, but it is the heart of people, the mind of people and the soul of people that changed, as their perception shifted.
Everything seems like a dream, but it was not, and I remembered everything that happened. The only thing is whether people believe me a not. My heart is always the same, my face is not the most beautiful nor the ugliest. I am just who I am, and I know who I am and what I am. I had amended some of my posts, for the first time -- some craziness that I did, but truth in action, truth in words and truth in everything I said. But words mentioned, you do not want to believe me, I have no choice, but I carry on with my own life, my new life, which I have to thank Jesus and thank God, for I had learned a lot, really a lot, lots of meaning of words which I never seem aware and never seem to know, but it is all so meaningful and I am no longer doing things with no meaning, but with meaning and know what I am doing.
I feel like crying, still cannot accept the fact, not accepting the fact that I am rich, but accepting the fact that Life can be such a mystery, really a mystery and really a wonderful experience, which only through constant prayer and persistence can you really SEE LIGHT.
Light after light, rain and thunders, sky and earth, this is all the things which are eternity. Friends used to say how nice it is if we had freedom like the wind, some said, they wanted to be like birds, and some said they wanted to be clouds, but I told them I don't want anything, everything is meaningless.
I told Jesus that I am willing to sacrifice anything, including myself, for anything, because I love my family. My dearest mother, my brothers, my sister, my husband, my children, and all my nieces and nephews and so on. I never failed to pray for them, I never failed to ask Jesus or God for help.
How many times have I cried. How many times have I been in the kitchen, shedding tears, but I continued my journey, the battle of life and persevere till the end, really the end of me, the insanity of me which you might even see. But this is all God's plan, for that is how things work, and how God knows everyone of us, He knows All, I believe.
I have lots of work to do, but I must do some work now, because I have not been 'working' for such a long time, and I have so much, so much to tell you. But I have so much and so much to do, but I believe, TIME will work, TIME is always right.
A Whole New World - Aladdin - Inglês (English)
Birds, not only the yellow ones, but black ones, big and small, I saw two and few others flying. Two black ones on another tree, resting on blossoms, beautiful. Birds chirping, singing songs, and I had sent my children to school. I hear the national anthem as usual, but today I have different feeling. Everything is the same, nothing has changed, this is still the place I am staying and living everyday, but it is the heart of people, the mind of people and the soul of people that changed, as their perception shifted.
Everything seems like a dream, but it was not, and I remembered everything that happened. The only thing is whether people believe me a not. My heart is always the same, my face is not the most beautiful nor the ugliest. I am just who I am, and I know who I am and what I am. I had amended some of my posts, for the first time -- some craziness that I did, but truth in action, truth in words and truth in everything I said. But words mentioned, you do not want to believe me, I have no choice, but I carry on with my own life, my new life, which I have to thank Jesus and thank God, for I had learned a lot, really a lot, lots of meaning of words which I never seem aware and never seem to know, but it is all so meaningful and I am no longer doing things with no meaning, but with meaning and know what I am doing.
I feel like crying, still cannot accept the fact, not accepting the fact that I am rich, but accepting the fact that Life can be such a mystery, really a mystery and really a wonderful experience, which only through constant prayer and persistence can you really SEE LIGHT.
Light after light, rain and thunders, sky and earth, this is all the things which are eternity. Friends used to say how nice it is if we had freedom like the wind, some said, they wanted to be like birds, and some said they wanted to be clouds, but I told them I don't want anything, everything is meaningless.
I told Jesus that I am willing to sacrifice anything, including myself, for anything, because I love my family. My dearest mother, my brothers, my sister, my husband, my children, and all my nieces and nephews and so on. I never failed to pray for them, I never failed to ask Jesus or God for help.
How many times have I cried. How many times have I been in the kitchen, shedding tears, but I continued my journey, the battle of life and persevere till the end, really the end of me, the insanity of me which you might even see. But this is all God's plan, for that is how things work, and how God knows everyone of us, He knows All, I believe.
I have lots of work to do, but I must do some work now, because I have not been 'working' for such a long time, and I have so much, so much to tell you. But I have so much and so much to do, but I believe, TIME will work, TIME is always right.
A Whole New World - Aladdin - Inglês (English)
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