Yesterday I THOUGHT
He told people, people don't believe. He showed to People and people feared him, people don't believe him, for he is unseen. He sent the SEEN, the Son of Man, but he was crucified. He was outcasted, he was mocked, ridiculed and no one believe. Still people walk away from him. Now he sent the Wisdom Teacher, for EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER.
I am a person of WONDER. I am a great person. I am GREAT. I am SPECIAL, because I have a heart that can accommodate the whole world. I am Special because I have special abilities, the ability to heal, the ability to see and the ability to teach and communicate. The greatest gift of these are all from GOD, the CREATOR of my life. The one that give me inspiration and the one that shower me with love, just like I had love my children.
Like attract like. You love what you like. You love what looks like you and what behaves like you. He is of your own blood, running half the blood from you and half from your spouse.
But Life is a Gamble. You do not know what you will get. Your blood and your spouse's blood mixed and your children can get 50% of your genes or 50% of your partner's genes.
You have to play it to know. It is not within your will. However, if you pray hard, you ask for it, there are miracles. I had prayed for it. I had. Every moment of my life, I had prayed, even though I do not understand. Because I see injustice, I see life's suffering and misery. I wonder and I wonder. I wonder what is the meaning of life when there is death ultimately? People crying so bitterly. Because I love my mother. I do not want to leave my mother. She is great mother. My mother suffers a lot. I told my mother, I do not want to get marry, I want to be with you forever. My mother said,"Next time you big already, will say different thing."
I saw my mother's care, love and hardship. I helped her with whatever I can. But when I grew older, the family become colder. No family bondage. Father and mother did their own work. Father cheating on mother. Mother and father always quarrel because of Women. Adultery, abortion, spiritism, all I see in my family, the bloodline. NOW I experienced, I see, I know. I worked I know, I read, I write and I tell with my heart.
It is a long story, it all start with the bloodline. Iniquity is the sins passed down in the family bloodline. Every family has their own iniquity. I see mine and I see his.
It is a spiritual warfare that everybody need to fight with me to win the game, the world of Satan, the world of DECEIT, our False Father, which you should not worship or adore. Satan is the Father of all Lies. With him, there are spiritualism, magic, sorcery, cult, and all false religion to mislead the world. The only true God is only ONE, the unseen. What you see are all IDOLS, people who had LIVED and DIED, leaving behind memories and images in your brain, but they are not the REAL GOD. The real god is hidden and unseen. The day you get to see it is the day where you die -- just like opening up your heart and your head to see if you have heart and brain in your body. The moment you open it, you kill yourself. Curiosity will Kill the Cat!
I am the Cat with NINE LIVES, how many lives have I LEFT?
I am Curious, I am creative, I have too much love that I shall be die of LOVE. Because whatever you love, You Die of what you love.....ADDICTION. I am Addicted to LOVE. Do you know what is LOVE and what is ADDICTION or ATTACHMENT?
Life is a trick. To play the real life, you have to play it all upside down, to play it in the reverse manner, so as to win the game now. To do this, you have to rule your life with your heart and not with your eyes.
This is my 9th LIVES. I WIN OR I LOOSE. DO YOU WANT TO SAVE ME? NOW I WANT LIVE, I DON'T WANT DEATH, Because I LOVE MY CHILDREN, MY FAMILY, MY HOME.
I FEAR DEATH!!! I FEAR GOD!!!
First THOUGHT, since Saturday, NEVER SLEEP, but CLOSED EYES... Drained, but SPECIAL. Halted, but would continue my inspiration because my inspiration GONE.
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Inspiration come back, I SLEEP, I prayed to sleep, just could not sleep, always VISION, always SEE. Inspiration come again, I WRITE:
Why I draw a line? Why I WRITE THIS? It is contradicting again. I say I can see the UNSEEN and the SEEN. I read the signs of GOD -- Rain of GOD is the sign of approval. Light that we see is TIME I REST. WHEN HE RAINs, it is darkness, it is approval. When I always say Water is bad, water is destruction, but water is also LIFE to creation, the plants, the animals and the living things.
I say LIFE is a trick, Life is played reverse. I wrote things which I cannot agree ultimately! And it appears in the BIBLE, that people Fear GOD. I Want death, I found life, and I think I want TO DIE. I think I MAN THE SON of Man, Jesus that will walk up on the stairs, the vision I see -- FOR HE HAD COME DOWN. My Life is played reverse. Everything reverse. My FAMILY is the sins of FAMILY, the INIQUITY that I learned of.
My Father's name is St. Joseph. He has the spirit of Joseph. His name is important. His name is HOLY. He is the person who reported SEEN the MAN who walks at the CHURCH, St JOSEPH. He is the SPIRIT OF St JOSEPH, OUR FATHER.
MY mother's name is St. Clara or Anna. The name same like my daughter, CLARA -- She touches my life, they are the one who love me most, but I failed to see, the SPIRIT of the poor. (For they are the one who love GOD and they shall inherit WEALTH)
My brother's name is St Peter, the name of the church that belongs to St Peter's BASILICA. The church that I found in SECOND LIFE. (I forgotten what I had written, I see MIRACLE, one thing connected, after another, the KEYWORDS, the eyes I SEE, and KEYWORDS IS WHAT I EMPHASIZE, because of GOOGLE)
I am the fortunate person at home, these are the three PEOPLE that LOVES me and had given me the MOST out of life, at times when I had crisis, THEY UNDERSTAND and I CRAVE. I SEARCH. But they are the ones who suffer in silence and do not want their names to be shown. They always tell me it is a secret, and secrets are hard to keep, but secret is what people want. Blood is brutal. I played with words. I know what I am doing, but I played TRICK for which my soul pour at SOULCAST.
I FAILED TO recognize the meaning of NAMES. I am still unaware of the those names around me. I thought I should go back to the CHURCH for answer. I called Father Terence TWICE. I Confessed to FATHER TERENCE, I dreamed of him.
On that day, the day of lent, the message is RECOGNITION I SEE. I thought I AM THE SON OF MAN, For I come, I am going to save my family. The SON OF MAN come, The SON OF MAN ARISE. I love my family, I thought, the world would help. I thought the power of prayer is so important
(EXACTLY WHAT I EXPERIENCE, with NO EDITING)
(OFF MY COMPUTER, ON STANDBY.... because I SIAN, no INSPIRATION. Contradicting, because I found contradiction....I SIAN, RICHARD TOH disagree, MARY disagree words from my mouth. My children believes only. )
I am a person of WONDER. I am a great person. I am GREAT. I am SPECIAL, because I have a heart that can accommodate the whole world. I am Special because I have special abilities, the ability to heal, the ability to see and the ability to teach and communicate. The greatest gift of these are all from GOD, the CREATOR of my life. The one that give me inspiration and the one that shower me with love, just like I had love my children.
Like attract like. You love what you like. You love what looks like you and what behaves like you. He is of your own blood, running half the blood from you and half from your spouse.
But Life is a Gamble. You do not know what you will get. Your blood and your spouse's blood mixed and your children can get 50% of your genes or 50% of your partner's genes.
You have to play it to know. It is not within your will. However, if you pray hard, you ask for it, there are miracles. I had prayed for it. I had. Every moment of my life, I had prayed, even though I do not understand. Because I see injustice, I see life's suffering and misery. I wonder and I wonder. I wonder what is the meaning of life when there is death ultimately? People crying so bitterly. Because I love my mother. I do not want to leave my mother. She is great mother. My mother suffers a lot. I told my mother, I do not want to get marry, I want to be with you forever. My mother said,"Next time you big already, will say different thing."
I saw my mother's care, love and hardship. I helped her with whatever I can. But when I grew older, the family become colder. No family bondage. Father and mother did their own work. Father cheating on mother. Mother and father always quarrel because of Women. Adultery, abortion, spiritism, all I see in my family, the bloodline. NOW I experienced, I see, I know. I worked I know, I read, I write and I tell with my heart.
It is a long story, it all start with the bloodline. Iniquity is the sins passed down in the family bloodline. Every family has their own iniquity. I see mine and I see his.
It is a spiritual warfare that everybody need to fight with me to win the game, the world of Satan, the world of DECEIT, our False Father, which you should not worship or adore. Satan is the Father of all Lies. With him, there are spiritualism, magic, sorcery, cult, and all false religion to mislead the world. The only true God is only ONE, the unseen. What you see are all IDOLS, people who had LIVED and DIED, leaving behind memories and images in your brain, but they are not the REAL GOD. The real god is hidden and unseen. The day you get to see it is the day where you die -- just like opening up your heart and your head to see if you have heart and brain in your body. The moment you open it, you kill yourself. Curiosity will Kill the Cat!
I am the Cat with NINE LIVES, how many lives have I LEFT?
I am Curious, I am creative, I have too much love that I shall be die of LOVE. Because whatever you love, You Die of what you love.....ADDICTION. I am Addicted to LOVE. Do you know what is LOVE and what is ADDICTION or ATTACHMENT?
Life is a trick. To play the real life, you have to play it all upside down, to play it in the reverse manner, so as to win the game now. To do this, you have to rule your life with your heart and not with your eyes.
This is my 9th LIVES. I WIN OR I LOOSE. DO YOU WANT TO SAVE ME? NOW I WANT LIVE, I DON'T WANT DEATH, Because I LOVE MY CHILDREN, MY FAMILY, MY HOME.
I FEAR DEATH!!! I FEAR GOD!!!
First THOUGHT, since Saturday, NEVER SLEEP, but CLOSED EYES... Drained, but SPECIAL. Halted, but would continue my inspiration because my inspiration GONE.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Inspiration come back, I SLEEP, I prayed to sleep, just could not sleep, always VISION, always SEE. Inspiration come again, I WRITE:
Why I draw a line? Why I WRITE THIS? It is contradicting again. I say I can see the UNSEEN and the SEEN. I read the signs of GOD -- Rain of GOD is the sign of approval. Light that we see is TIME I REST. WHEN HE RAINs, it is darkness, it is approval. When I always say Water is bad, water is destruction, but water is also LIFE to creation, the plants, the animals and the living things.
I say LIFE is a trick, Life is played reverse. I wrote things which I cannot agree ultimately! And it appears in the BIBLE, that people Fear GOD. I Want death, I found life, and I think I want TO DIE. I think I MAN THE SON of Man, Jesus that will walk up on the stairs, the vision I see -- FOR HE HAD COME DOWN. My Life is played reverse. Everything reverse. My FAMILY is the sins of FAMILY, the INIQUITY that I learned of.
My Father's name is St. Joseph. He has the spirit of Joseph. His name is important. His name is HOLY. He is the person who reported SEEN the MAN who walks at the CHURCH, St JOSEPH. He is the SPIRIT OF St JOSEPH, OUR FATHER.
MY mother's name is St. Clara or Anna. The name same like my daughter, CLARA -- She touches my life, they are the one who love me most, but I failed to see, the SPIRIT of the poor. (For they are the one who love GOD and they shall inherit WEALTH)
My brother's name is St Peter, the name of the church that belongs to St Peter's BASILICA. The church that I found in SECOND LIFE. (I forgotten what I had written, I see MIRACLE, one thing connected, after another, the KEYWORDS, the eyes I SEE, and KEYWORDS IS WHAT I EMPHASIZE, because of GOOGLE)
I am the fortunate person at home, these are the three PEOPLE that LOVES me and had given me the MOST out of life, at times when I had crisis, THEY UNDERSTAND and I CRAVE. I SEARCH. But they are the ones who suffer in silence and do not want their names to be shown. They always tell me it is a secret, and secrets are hard to keep, but secret is what people want. Blood is brutal. I played with words. I know what I am doing, but I played TRICK for which my soul pour at SOULCAST.
I FAILED TO recognize the meaning of NAMES. I am still unaware of the those names around me. I thought I should go back to the CHURCH for answer. I called Father Terence TWICE. I Confessed to FATHER TERENCE, I dreamed of him.
On that day, the day of lent, the message is RECOGNITION I SEE. I thought I AM THE SON OF MAN, For I come, I am going to save my family. The SON OF MAN come, The SON OF MAN ARISE. I love my family, I thought, the world would help. I thought the power of prayer is so important
(EXACTLY WHAT I EXPERIENCE, with NO EDITING)
(OFF MY COMPUTER, ON STANDBY.... because I SIAN, no INSPIRATION. Contradicting, because I found contradiction....I SIAN, RICHARD TOH disagree, MARY disagree words from my mouth. My children believes only. )
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