Why Like That

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again....

This is how deep is God's Love for his own creation, the creation of this world, through time infinity. I experienced, the greatest love of all, the love of my mother, my Great Mother, she is the greatest Mother in this world, the most intelligent, the most hardworking person who never had a chance to go to school, but she brought the children up by herself, no maid, and what did she get today? She is not rich, she is working day and night, I don't know if that is good or bad.

I had not seen her for weeks, at least 3 weeks. We merely talked on the phone, but not see each other.

Yesterday, Blackie gave us vegetables again and my mother called. Richard was not happy, shake his head, grumbled. I was feeling irritable just like that as well. However, still, in the end, I went to my father's house with my sister this time.

A fruitful trip. Quite long time never had a chance to sit down with my father and my sister. Again, their topics were rather standard, but I am learning new things everytime.

Last week, my father was complaining of leg pain. I thought this week I came to take a look at him. But now it is different problems. He was stung by a bee on last Saturday (according to him, it was 虎头蜂 (teochew: hou tao pang), don't know what kind of bee is that) at his self-made tent, his 'farm' at Bukit Batok. Interesting story he told, and I believe all being the wonder of God at work now.

While he was being stung by a bee, a bee visited me instead. I was standing near the window, watching birds, when a bee came flying inside, positioned itself on my right wrist, gave me a pile of small yellow feces, and then it flew away. It was such a gentle bee, no pain, no weight, no feeling at all. I smelled the feces, indeed feces, and first time I saw bee feces, and first time I had bees on my hand, my right wrist.

My father was stung on his head. He went to see doctor, but no medication, no examining of his body, nothing at all. He was so angry with the doctor, for wasting his money. However, I was not that worried, because I believe this is all part of God's healing, just like my case.



Strange day. From Woodlands to Bukit Batok, no rain. The day was so perfect. When we reached Bukit Batok, Ricsson called to tell me that Woodlands was raining! Everyday I am really learning new things, lots and lots of things, and yet it is so difficult to be put in words, what I see. Only I know. That is how my sister experienced too, I understand now. Her right eye will twitch, she had dreams too...

Incomplete post, obstacles, obstacles...sigh...