Blood of Sacrifice
Busy tidying up the house. Full of dreams almost every night. It is so strange and how very 'mysterious' everything seems. It was like a dream in actual fact, everything happening like a 'drama', so incredible and yet so real.
Everyday, the birds, the flying objects in the air -- butterflies, aeroplanes, and the different types of birds, as well as flowers are signs or some sort of communication between me and God. Living in Woodlands is really like living in the urban forest, real woodlands, with birds chirping, birds courting each other, birds flying all around. Everyday, birds are singing!
How strange, how fast things changes.
On 23rd May 2008, Friday, my tummy was so pain. It was like gastric pain and it was also like menstrual cramp. It was such a long time since I had this sort of pain. The last time I had such a pain was at my old matrimonial house at Woodlands too. It was during my menstruation then. However, this month, my menstruation was far overdue. It was so strange. Even Richard said it was so strange. "Overdue" he said.
I opened XO to drink and after that I felt better. On that day, it was the court dispute over Horsburgh Lighthouse or Pedra Branca (Pulau Batu Puteh) between Singapore and Malaysia. Luckily Singapore win.
My menstrual cycle is known to be 28 days, the very normal cycle, according to record and what Dr Koh had said during the last visit. However, I noticed some significance and perhaps 'extraordinary control' only during this menstruation.
The dream, the reflection of my life and those people around me and those patients I had seen -- the thyroid patients, whether it is hyperthyroidism or hypothyroidism, are all affected by our hormones, all control by the brain. (it is all about the butterfly -- the butterfly-shaped in our anatomy, the autoimmune disease for example, are all so strangely connected. I don't know how to say, but it is a mystery, some interlinked connection, which reveal about mimicry as well.
There was one day, when after eating Chicken Rice, Clara was sitting behind me on my bicycle. I saw one myna, just outside Orange Valley Nursing Home, the myna was faking injury. It was so cute. It looked so real like an injured bird, but when I tried to walk near it, trying to attend to it, it was so normal and it flew away. That was that instant where I learned about mimicry, about life.
Went to St Anthony Church for so many times, never had I seen this black sheep before. But on 30th April 2008, Jesus Ascension Day, at St Anthony Church, my eyes were opened again, this time, telling me more things yet again.
I am not sure how, but in life, there are so many parallels, so many analogies and so many symbolic meaning as well. Just like the spiritual cat I am, but I can also be related to as a 'spider', a 'grasshopper', a 'orang utan' and the sheep. Once I was a black sheep, but now I wanted to be the white sheep which is being carried on Jesus shoulder. I am not sure if I had put it correctly, but that is the kind of 'inspiration' that I had and experienced and Saw.
Jesus is my friend, my master and He is the most Powerful person on Earth. My mission is to tell you how powerful Jesus is.
I am the sheep which Jesus rescued. I am going to follow Jesus. Jesus came knocking at my door and Jesus appeared in my dream even, on 24th May 2008...
I am the sheep that is being 'killed' for sacrifice, the blood that shed for offering, this is all taboo and 'joke', a mockeries, but it is the truth.
Everyday, the birds, the flying objects in the air -- butterflies, aeroplanes, and the different types of birds, as well as flowers are signs or some sort of communication between me and God. Living in Woodlands is really like living in the urban forest, real woodlands, with birds chirping, birds courting each other, birds flying all around. Everyday, birds are singing!
How strange, how fast things changes.
On 23rd May 2008, Friday, my tummy was so pain. It was like gastric pain and it was also like menstrual cramp. It was such a long time since I had this sort of pain. The last time I had such a pain was at my old matrimonial house at Woodlands too. It was during my menstruation then. However, this month, my menstruation was far overdue. It was so strange. Even Richard said it was so strange. "Overdue" he said.
I opened XO to drink and after that I felt better. On that day, it was the court dispute over Horsburgh Lighthouse or Pedra Branca (Pulau Batu Puteh) between Singapore and Malaysia. Luckily Singapore win.
My menstrual cycle is known to be 28 days, the very normal cycle, according to record and what Dr Koh had said during the last visit. However, I noticed some significance and perhaps 'extraordinary control' only during this menstruation.
The dream, the reflection of my life and those people around me and those patients I had seen -- the thyroid patients, whether it is hyperthyroidism or hypothyroidism, are all affected by our hormones, all control by the brain. (it is all about the butterfly -- the butterfly-shaped in our anatomy, the autoimmune disease for example, are all so strangely connected. I don't know how to say, but it is a mystery, some interlinked connection, which reveal about mimicry as well.
There was one day, when after eating Chicken Rice, Clara was sitting behind me on my bicycle. I saw one myna, just outside Orange Valley Nursing Home, the myna was faking injury. It was so cute. It looked so real like an injured bird, but when I tried to walk near it, trying to attend to it, it was so normal and it flew away. That was that instant where I learned about mimicry, about life.
Went to St Anthony Church for so many times, never had I seen this black sheep before. But on 30th April 2008, Jesus Ascension Day, at St Anthony Church, my eyes were opened again, this time, telling me more things yet again.
I am not sure how, but in life, there are so many parallels, so many analogies and so many symbolic meaning as well. Just like the spiritual cat I am, but I can also be related to as a 'spider', a 'grasshopper', a 'orang utan' and the sheep. Once I was a black sheep, but now I wanted to be the white sheep which is being carried on Jesus shoulder. I am not sure if I had put it correctly, but that is the kind of 'inspiration' that I had and experienced and Saw.
Jesus is my friend, my master and He is the most Powerful person on Earth. My mission is to tell you how powerful Jesus is.
I am the sheep which Jesus rescued. I am going to follow Jesus. Jesus came knocking at my door and Jesus appeared in my dream even, on 24th May 2008...
I am the sheep that is being 'killed' for sacrifice, the blood that shed for offering, this is all taboo and 'joke', a mockeries, but it is the truth.
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