Calling From God

So much things came to my mind today, and always. Eddy once said,"Catholics worship idols. The cross with Jesus on it as contrast to Christian with no Christ on it. Catholics worship Saints..." At that time, I was puzzled as well, by all that he said.

Today I woke up with a dream, very vague now, cannot remember clearly, but the message was to be like a Saint or Sage. The dream is at a arcade centre, involving escalator. I remembered I need to travel up to the second floor or something like that, really cannot remember anymore...

At the church, it was so surprising that it was Solemnity of St Peter and Paul. It was about Saint, and on this day, special indeed -- I met Puma cat, on the way to Church and later after church again met him.

I was deeply sad at the Death of my respected Gregory Yong, the one who had done a so much service to mankind, devoted his life in serving God. Without him, I would not have been what I am today. His one touch on my head, his charismatic walk into the church, with the beautiful clothes and the 'staff' on his hand, it was such a beauty, no one can replace him.

Everything is 'calculated'. It is all works of God, God created everything and he has plans for everything on earth. Even insects and animals are all at his command.

Today, just as I stepped into the church, the bell struck and the mass began. Songs, it is songs that inspired me, songs that gave me inspiration and songs which moved me and songs that touched me, and songs that gave me so much emotions that can be beyond words can describe. It is just 'automatic' how songs can touch me, and songs can come to my mind anytime anywhere. And today, the entrance hymn was 'Enter with a song'.....

Yes, Enter with a song, I have to enter. I have to repay the one who give me life.

As I was cycling on the way to church, it was Anita Mui's song in my heart, I felt sad at that moment, but when I saw Puma, I was so happy. But who knows, I would received such a news from Father Terence. Ricsson said,"Just now you so happy, now you cry."

I am sad, I don't know how to say nice words, I don't know how to please people, and I don't know so many things. But I am given CHANCE, and entrusted a task, a mission to accomplish....