A Dog's Life
How Much Is That Doggy In The Window
More Than Just Day Dreaming
Dream of dogs, big 'eagle bird' and the junk in the show Legend of the Condor hero. How amazing dreams can be.
Destiny of Birth And Death
Cebest, my greatest and best friend was dead. This coming Saturday, 7.6.08, it would be his second death anniversary. So 'coincidentally' I dreamed of dogs last night.... lots of things to be learned from it.
Plans Or No Plans, Not For Me To Plan
Never write any blogs for a few days, busy tidy the house and still not complete yet. Got so many dreams and not put up yet.
Do I have A Choice
So hard to organize all my thoughts since I got so much so much things to do. All 'bad' things come together, and all 'good' things come together too -- when one thing comes, all things come, when no things come, nothing comes. Forever like that.
Taking The Nature's Course
Anyway, just write what comes to my mind now.
The Faith Journey: Jehovah Witness
I was not convince of the existence of God years back when the Jehovah Witness came knocking at my door. However, I want to learn about God, I always wanted to know. I opened the door, and there, my 'lesson' started from there. Learning about God, asking questions here and there about God to these Jehovah Witness. Aunty Mary was the one who visited me regularly. She was my 'teacher'. I got to know several others, but forgotten most names, but can remember their faces. Suti (not real name), an indian (black one, should be called indian -- like Fr Terance). He was a married man, with a Chinese wife. I asked him how to be convinced of the existence of God, and God spoke to people last time, and why not now?
God Has Spoken?
Suti was the one who answer my questions about God talking to people. I was not convinced of their answers. Aunty Mary 'taught' me for almost one year to more than one year. In the end, I was still not moved. She asked me to join their meeting on several occasion (especially the big day, Good Friday -- the crucifixion of Christ). However, I did not go either.
'Church Gathering'
I could not remember what day I went (for what occasion) to their meeting. It was one Sunday, and I agreed to go to their meeting, to take a look at their 'gathering'. It was in Malaysia (Johor I think). I could still remember the place -- climbing up stairs to their 'church', but I cannot remember what the 'pastor' talked about already.
'No Feeling'
Anyway, after the one-time 'gathering', I was not 'convince' and still 'foreign' to everything they 'teach'. Aunty Mary did not give up. She still came to give me 'lessons' and 'talked' to me. However, my heart was not moved. I was not 'convinced' no matter how.
End of Destiny
One day, Aunty Mary 'lose her temper', at her limit already, since I was not 'moved'. Something like a 'lecture' but not totally 'lecture'. I must have wasted her time, all her effort, everything gone down the drain. Suti gave up, Aunty Mary also gave up. From then on, that was my last lesson from the Jehovah Witness.
Adhering to Catholic's Teachings, Conscience Talks
Pokemon had one or two lessons too. Pokemon is a Catholic and he told me that Jehovah Witness is not 'legalised' in Singapore. Some others even said that Jehovah Witness are cult group. Sound scary, but Aunty Mari and the Suti group of people are not bad people. Anyway, still, I tried, but never 'joined' them in the end.
The Heart Moved, The Choice of Righteousness
Soon, my husband came back. My relationship with Pokemon ended (I made the decision). Pokemon did not want to end the relationship. I felt bad, but someone need to make some move. It must be 'conscience' and my 'inner voice' that 'talked' to me.
The Working Dogs At WORK
Richard came back and we had new beginning. This was the third time he came back. He went away first time, second time and this third time he came back. There was one day where we had an opportunity to borrow a car from his friend, and that was the only chance we had that day where we went to Pasir Ris pet shop to buy Cebest.
How Much Is That Doggy
There were many pet shops at Pasir Ris Farm (cannot remember what it was really called). We drove up and down and walked from one pet shop to another. At the end, we found two 'black' schnauzer. We had to choose one of them. Surprisingly, we found Cebest, and there was this kind of 'affinity' between us. It was really the kind of special feeling, real special, it was really called 'affinity', meant to be ours. We bought the dog home that day.
We Belong Together, Same Same Dog
I carried him from Pasir Ris Pet farm back home. He was such a good boy, such adorable boy, but timid. Back home, he was scared of the mirror. That was the deepest impression of him. He thought that there was another dog in the mirror, and he kept barking at it. It took some time for him to get use to it and soon the mirror was 'nothing' to him.
There was a lot of things which I learned from Cebest. Cebest was one of our family members. We treated him like anyone of us at home.
Expect The Unexpected of Life
But unexpected things happened and Cebest left us. I felt bad and sad that Cebest left, at such an early age, of 3 years old (equivalent to about teens in human years). He died a virgin, never even know the experience of a marriage life, never have a partner at all.
Time and Tide Wait for no one
My last night with him, he lying on my side, 'breathing' hard, and seem 'lethargic' and not much energy. Richard said 'tomorrow then bring him see doctor', 'yesterday just see doctor!" What can I do? The whole night Richard was at the computer. I was sleeping in the room with Cebest. In the morning, I woke up at about 6.45am and found Cebest lying at the end of my bed, the normal place he liked to lie. (the same place I found 'something' hard, which I 'kicked' one night, when I 'discovered' Cebest was back) --- Amazing, how amazing and Catholic 'taught' the resurrection of the body......
Half Pail Water
What really is resurrection of the body? I really have not much idea about this, but since I really felt the 'kicking' of Cebest at the end of my bed, and Cebest pushing the toilet door, and his ringing of his bell, and the smell of Cebest was back recently, there was so much so much mystery about Catholic, being Catholic and the teachings of Catholic.
Yahweh Witness
I am very glad that I am the chosen one of God, who experienced, witnessed and testify the existence of God and the power of the name Jesus, and the existence of the Holy Trinity.
What's In A NAME
The biggest biggest rectification which happens in me and a testimony to all the people is the belief that Catholicism or the Catholic has NO POWER at all, is all I 'Come for'. It is a life of testimony, a life of eye-witnessing for me, all that I see and all that I experience. I have to tell you as that is my vocation, my job, the task that is assigned to me.
Coming of THE SAVIOUR
Many people, my friends asked me, 'Jesus will come again', do you know that? They were not Christian, but they asked me. I am a Catholic, at that time, I did not even know that. I did not even know that there are Satan and there are such things as Judgement Day and so many others things. I cannot even have the face to tell people I am a Christian, what is Christian anyway? I did not even know the difference between Christian and Catholic at one time (Childhood).
The Gate Is Narrow
For how many years, how many years now.... everything seem like a dream, so unbelievable, hard to explain to people. People would think I am abnormal to say such things verbally to them, but it is all real and all the truth.
Prepare The Way
There is really such things as purgatory, and the souls of the dead. On the day of Mass offering which I had asked the priest to 'make' on Wednesday, which was yesterday, MORNING, at 6am there was a heavy rain, so heavy, and then at 630am it subsided. So strange, so strange, so 'leng' 灵....
More Than Just Day Dreaming
Dream of dogs, big 'eagle bird' and the junk in the show Legend of the Condor hero. How amazing dreams can be.
Destiny of Birth And Death
Cebest, my greatest and best friend was dead. This coming Saturday, 7.6.08, it would be his second death anniversary. So 'coincidentally' I dreamed of dogs last night.... lots of things to be learned from it.
Plans Or No Plans, Not For Me To Plan
Never write any blogs for a few days, busy tidy the house and still not complete yet. Got so many dreams and not put up yet.
Do I have A Choice
So hard to organize all my thoughts since I got so much so much things to do. All 'bad' things come together, and all 'good' things come together too -- when one thing comes, all things come, when no things come, nothing comes. Forever like that.
Taking The Nature's Course
Anyway, just write what comes to my mind now.
The Faith Journey: Jehovah Witness
I was not convince of the existence of God years back when the Jehovah Witness came knocking at my door. However, I want to learn about God, I always wanted to know. I opened the door, and there, my 'lesson' started from there. Learning about God, asking questions here and there about God to these Jehovah Witness. Aunty Mary was the one who visited me regularly. She was my 'teacher'. I got to know several others, but forgotten most names, but can remember their faces. Suti (not real name), an indian (black one, should be called indian -- like Fr Terance). He was a married man, with a Chinese wife. I asked him how to be convinced of the existence of God, and God spoke to people last time, and why not now?
God Has Spoken?
Suti was the one who answer my questions about God talking to people. I was not convinced of their answers. Aunty Mary 'taught' me for almost one year to more than one year. In the end, I was still not moved. She asked me to join their meeting on several occasion (especially the big day, Good Friday -- the crucifixion of Christ). However, I did not go either.
'Church Gathering'
I could not remember what day I went (for what occasion) to their meeting. It was one Sunday, and I agreed to go to their meeting, to take a look at their 'gathering'. It was in Malaysia (Johor I think). I could still remember the place -- climbing up stairs to their 'church', but I cannot remember what the 'pastor' talked about already.
'No Feeling'
Anyway, after the one-time 'gathering', I was not 'convince' and still 'foreign' to everything they 'teach'. Aunty Mary did not give up. She still came to give me 'lessons' and 'talked' to me. However, my heart was not moved. I was not 'convinced' no matter how.
End of Destiny
One day, Aunty Mary 'lose her temper', at her limit already, since I was not 'moved'. Something like a 'lecture' but not totally 'lecture'. I must have wasted her time, all her effort, everything gone down the drain. Suti gave up, Aunty Mary also gave up. From then on, that was my last lesson from the Jehovah Witness.
Adhering to Catholic's Teachings, Conscience Talks
Pokemon had one or two lessons too. Pokemon is a Catholic and he told me that Jehovah Witness is not 'legalised' in Singapore. Some others even said that Jehovah Witness are cult group. Sound scary, but Aunty Mari and the Suti group of people are not bad people. Anyway, still, I tried, but never 'joined' them in the end.
The Heart Moved, The Choice of Righteousness
Soon, my husband came back. My relationship with Pokemon ended (I made the decision). Pokemon did not want to end the relationship. I felt bad, but someone need to make some move. It must be 'conscience' and my 'inner voice' that 'talked' to me.
The Working Dogs At WORK
Richard came back and we had new beginning. This was the third time he came back. He went away first time, second time and this third time he came back. There was one day where we had an opportunity to borrow a car from his friend, and that was the only chance we had that day where we went to Pasir Ris pet shop to buy Cebest.
How Much Is That Doggy
There were many pet shops at Pasir Ris Farm (cannot remember what it was really called). We drove up and down and walked from one pet shop to another. At the end, we found two 'black' schnauzer. We had to choose one of them. Surprisingly, we found Cebest, and there was this kind of 'affinity' between us. It was really the kind of special feeling, real special, it was really called 'affinity', meant to be ours. We bought the dog home that day.
We Belong Together, Same Same Dog
I carried him from Pasir Ris Pet farm back home. He was such a good boy, such adorable boy, but timid. Back home, he was scared of the mirror. That was the deepest impression of him. He thought that there was another dog in the mirror, and he kept barking at it. It took some time for him to get use to it and soon the mirror was 'nothing' to him.
There was a lot of things which I learned from Cebest. Cebest was one of our family members. We treated him like anyone of us at home.
Expect The Unexpected of Life
But unexpected things happened and Cebest left us. I felt bad and sad that Cebest left, at such an early age, of 3 years old (equivalent to about teens in human years). He died a virgin, never even know the experience of a marriage life, never have a partner at all.
Time and Tide Wait for no one
My last night with him, he lying on my side, 'breathing' hard, and seem 'lethargic' and not much energy. Richard said 'tomorrow then bring him see doctor', 'yesterday just see doctor!" What can I do? The whole night Richard was at the computer. I was sleeping in the room with Cebest. In the morning, I woke up at about 6.45am and found Cebest lying at the end of my bed, the normal place he liked to lie. (the same place I found 'something' hard, which I 'kicked' one night, when I 'discovered' Cebest was back) --- Amazing, how amazing and Catholic 'taught' the resurrection of the body......
Half Pail Water
What really is resurrection of the body? I really have not much idea about this, but since I really felt the 'kicking' of Cebest at the end of my bed, and Cebest pushing the toilet door, and his ringing of his bell, and the smell of Cebest was back recently, there was so much so much mystery about Catholic, being Catholic and the teachings of Catholic.
Yahweh Witness
I am very glad that I am the chosen one of God, who experienced, witnessed and testify the existence of God and the power of the name Jesus, and the existence of the Holy Trinity.
What's In A NAME
The biggest biggest rectification which happens in me and a testimony to all the people is the belief that Catholicism or the Catholic has NO POWER at all, is all I 'Come for'. It is a life of testimony, a life of eye-witnessing for me, all that I see and all that I experience. I have to tell you as that is my vocation, my job, the task that is assigned to me.
Coming of THE SAVIOUR
Many people, my friends asked me, 'Jesus will come again', do you know that? They were not Christian, but they asked me. I am a Catholic, at that time, I did not even know that. I did not even know that there are Satan and there are such things as Judgement Day and so many others things. I cannot even have the face to tell people I am a Christian, what is Christian anyway? I did not even know the difference between Christian and Catholic at one time (Childhood).
The Gate Is Narrow
For how many years, how many years now.... everything seem like a dream, so unbelievable, hard to explain to people. People would think I am abnormal to say such things verbally to them, but it is all real and all the truth.
Prepare The Way
There is really such things as purgatory, and the souls of the dead. On the day of Mass offering which I had asked the priest to 'make' on Wednesday, which was yesterday, MORNING, at 6am there was a heavy rain, so heavy, and then at 630am it subsided. So strange, so strange, so 'leng' 灵....
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