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Very moody, very tired and having cough again. Yesterday, Clara came to my room, around evening time. She was alone in her room then. It was about 5pm, and she walked into my room, saying that she saw 'white flashes of light' in the living room. I asked her where it was and she showed me. It was the same position where she had seen the prophet, and it was directly in front of the altar, about 3 metres away from it. She was very scared when she came to me. I believed her.
Yesterday, in the morning, so many birds flew in the sky, and then a group of birds came to the roof's antennae. In the evening, I was very very tired, and went to take a nap. I had dreams and in the night, I was not able to sleep though I was tired. My throat was very 'ticklish' also, and it was so warm despite the air-con being on. It was so strange all of a sudden. I did not know if I was dreaming or was it real, throughout the night. I had dreams, a very very long dream... My eyes were closed, but it was really strange... Suddenly, I felt as though my whole 'body' was 'transformed' again like the other time. It was so scary. It was really a kind of 'transformation' from the head 'radiating' outwards to the body, a special force, a special sensation. Then I saw in my eyes (behind the eyelids) some 'strange image'. I was very scared, as I am scared to 'go back' to the 'transcendence state'...
Faith is caught unknowingly...
When I was happy and when I expect to see him, Puma was not there, he was nowhere to be found, even though I looked around for him. But he was there, waiting for me, UNEXPECTEDLY, when I was not thinking about him.
I was very sad, DISAPPOINTED with selfish people around me, the ONE selfish person. Don't need to talk about him, the stubborn one, the one who think he knows a lot, the one who refuse to learn but only WANT TO BE. Vomit, vomit blood.
I came to Fu Shan Garden. Clara wanted to come with me. I was so surprised to see the four o'clock flowers blossomed, IN JUST THREE DAYS (Three days ago, when I came here, it was not flowering at all. It was on that day, I saw my favorite Gardenia white flower and also the picture of Divine Mercy)! Then I saw two Plantago major growing beside the four o'clock plants and just at the edge of the bricks.
Behind these four o'clock plants is a chicku tree and a starfruit tree.
This is the kind of cactus plant which I dreamed of.
Yesterday, in the morning, so many birds flew in the sky, and then a group of birds came to the roof's antennae. In the evening, I was very very tired, and went to take a nap. I had dreams and in the night, I was not able to sleep though I was tired. My throat was very 'ticklish' also, and it was so warm despite the air-con being on. It was so strange all of a sudden. I did not know if I was dreaming or was it real, throughout the night. I had dreams, a very very long dream... My eyes were closed, but it was really strange... Suddenly, I felt as though my whole 'body' was 'transformed' again like the other time. It was so scary. It was really a kind of 'transformation' from the head 'radiating' outwards to the body, a special force, a special sensation. Then I saw in my eyes (behind the eyelids) some 'strange image'. I was very scared, as I am scared to 'go back' to the 'transcendence state'...
Faith is caught unknowingly...
When I was happy and when I expect to see him, Puma was not there, he was nowhere to be found, even though I looked around for him. But he was there, waiting for me, UNEXPECTEDLY, when I was not thinking about him.
I was very sad, DISAPPOINTED with selfish people around me, the ONE selfish person. Don't need to talk about him, the stubborn one, the one who think he knows a lot, the one who refuse to learn but only WANT TO BE. Vomit, vomit blood.
I came to Fu Shan Garden. Clara wanted to come with me. I was so surprised to see the four o'clock flowers blossomed, IN JUST THREE DAYS (Three days ago, when I came here, it was not flowering at all. It was on that day, I saw my favorite Gardenia white flower and also the picture of Divine Mercy)! Then I saw two Plantago major growing beside the four o'clock plants and just at the edge of the bricks.
Behind these four o'clock plants is a chicku tree and a starfruit tree.
This is the kind of cactus plant which I dreamed of.
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