The Secret Heart
30 September 2008: Crocodile Dream
I was sitting in Richard's car. He was looking for a parking lot. This place looked so much like Tuas. Prior to this, it was a swimming place I went to. The swimmer was a man, muscular.... the name seemed like Hong Lu, and there was a date I saw, XX July 2008, forgotten what is it already... After that, it was the orange-mud road that we seemed to be travelling, but it was not muddy. It was normal road. We passed by the reservoir on the right side. It was such clear water. I love the water, so nice. I saw at the edge of the reservoir something in it, and I thought it was a big fish. I told Richard. Now, it was strange, we were cycling. Heryk was just cycling behind me now. Being curious, I wanted to see what fish it was, but it turned out that it was a crocodile. The crocodile was very big, greenish in colour, and rather fat. It climbed out of the reservoir and started chasing us. Heryk was so frightened because he was behind us, and the crocodile was chasing after him, very very near... I tried to pull Heryk's bike, but it was hard.... next, the crocodile touched Heryk. Heryk cried. We continued to cycle faster, and this time, as we passed by the junction, the crocodile began to u-turn, crawling back into the reservoir...
The next part of the dream happened at Blk 114, the house where my third aunt used to live. It is situated at Taman Jurong, near a church (something Calvary, Calvary Kindergarten... something like that)... In the house, I saw a comic book. Inside the comic book was a piece of love card/letter -- creamy yellow, heart-shaped, rather big... On it, was written the words: Zechariah and St Paul..... it was a project... this letter was addressed to my fourth uncle, named 'Tian Fu'. The name was so clearly written in chinese: 添福 (meaning adding happiness/fortune/blessings). The card was from a china woman, his girlfriend.
I did not see my fourth uncle in this dream, but just saw his name. But I had dreamed of him, and talking to him, on the day I dreamed of the 'aeroplane wings dream' on 22nd September 2008.
My fourth uncle.... hm... a good person, but... this is perhaps...... justice be done to him....
1 October 2008: Mark Lee and Mary Dream
This dream happened this morning... It was such a 'funny' dream.....
It was Mark Lee I dreamed of, as well as KBS, my mother, my family and my baptismal godmother's house at Tiong Bahru...
I had 'painted' a piece of painting, but they are actually words -- poems in fact (chinese poems). I don't even know what words they are, but all written in black, 2 'panels'. It was framed later on. Now, Mark Lee came. He wanted to write my name on the paper. Don't know where to write, he decided to write in between the two 'panels' of poems/words. He wrote my name, in Chinese, three words... and then he wrote some more words involving ball, the Chinese word 球. It was about three times he wrote this word 球 on the paper. The way he wrote the chinese words were not like those chinese skilled writer, who write Chinese Calligraphy. He was using the chinese brush to write the words, but the way he wrote the words is just like writing using pens, the normal stroke of Chinese words we were writing (as in writing with normal pen and paper)... the words were written vertically down, as in all chinese writing. The words were written vertically down, and the words got bigger as they were written downwards. The last word was 球 and it was so big, bigger than the rest. Towards the end of the word 球, he wanted to draw a ball on it. I said,"No", and he decided to draw a bridge also on the paper, thinking of where to draw the bridge somemore....
Had forgotten the full details of the dream, but it was some kind of 'dispute' between my family members (my family is so big, considering all the not so related...)... there was a kind of 'procession' going on.... and my mother was angry with some people, and she later moved from outside to the inside of the house (my second aunt, my godmother's house at Tiong Bahru)... It was a big house, and we just shifted, now to the 'back' of the house. We stood behind the metal gate, watching the 'procession'. I looked behind me, and I saw at my godmother's house was the statue of Mary with wings on it. There were two litted candles on the altar...
The next part of the dream was like 'climbing on a mountain of lines'... all this lines are like neurons, plastic neurons/tubings with 'axon' it it. Many people were working on this and I was helping out. I was holding on two 'neurons', and trying to fix it....
Ave Maria
My last post was Mount Alvernia Hospital. I have so many things to post, but was not able to do so.... I am not my usual self again.... I am 'possessed', 'possessing' a little heart beat now.... it is terrible feeling, no shiok at all...
Went C.H. Koh Clinic For Women on 30th September 2008
Sacred Heart: The Truth Will Set You Free
This is really call the sacred heart..... My grandmother loves to receive the holy communion. Her name was Maria. She died peacefully 'asleep'... Joshua Benjamin Jeyaretnam (January 5, 1926 - September 30, 2008); more commonly known as "J.B. Jeyaretnam" or "J.B.J.") was a Singaporean politician. He was the first opposition party candidate to be elected a Member of Parliament (MP) in Singapore, 16 years after the country gained independence. An Anglican Christian of Sri Lankan Tamil decent, Jeyaretnam attended Saint Andrew's School, Singapore and University College London, taking a Bachelor of Laws. Jeyaretnam complained of breathing difficulties in the early morning of September 30, 2008, and was rushed to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Doctors were unable to revive him. He died of a heart failure in the early morning of September 30, 2008 at the age of 82, leaving behind two sons.
I was sitting in Richard's car. He was looking for a parking lot. This place looked so much like Tuas. Prior to this, it was a swimming place I went to. The swimmer was a man, muscular.... the name seemed like Hong Lu, and there was a date I saw, XX July 2008, forgotten what is it already... After that, it was the orange-mud road that we seemed to be travelling, but it was not muddy. It was normal road. We passed by the reservoir on the right side. It was such clear water. I love the water, so nice. I saw at the edge of the reservoir something in it, and I thought it was a big fish. I told Richard. Now, it was strange, we were cycling. Heryk was just cycling behind me now. Being curious, I wanted to see what fish it was, but it turned out that it was a crocodile. The crocodile was very big, greenish in colour, and rather fat. It climbed out of the reservoir and started chasing us. Heryk was so frightened because he was behind us, and the crocodile was chasing after him, very very near... I tried to pull Heryk's bike, but it was hard.... next, the crocodile touched Heryk. Heryk cried. We continued to cycle faster, and this time, as we passed by the junction, the crocodile began to u-turn, crawling back into the reservoir...
The next part of the dream happened at Blk 114, the house where my third aunt used to live. It is situated at Taman Jurong, near a church (something Calvary, Calvary Kindergarten... something like that)... In the house, I saw a comic book. Inside the comic book was a piece of love card/letter -- creamy yellow, heart-shaped, rather big... On it, was written the words: Zechariah and St Paul..... it was a project... this letter was addressed to my fourth uncle, named 'Tian Fu'. The name was so clearly written in chinese: 添福 (meaning adding happiness/fortune/blessings). The card was from a china woman, his girlfriend.
I did not see my fourth uncle in this dream, but just saw his name. But I had dreamed of him, and talking to him, on the day I dreamed of the 'aeroplane wings dream' on 22nd September 2008.
My fourth uncle.... hm... a good person, but... this is perhaps...... justice be done to him....
1 October 2008: Mark Lee and Mary Dream
This dream happened this morning... It was such a 'funny' dream.....
It was Mark Lee I dreamed of, as well as KBS, my mother, my family and my baptismal godmother's house at Tiong Bahru...
I had 'painted' a piece of painting, but they are actually words -- poems in fact (chinese poems). I don't even know what words they are, but all written in black, 2 'panels'. It was framed later on. Now, Mark Lee came. He wanted to write my name on the paper. Don't know where to write, he decided to write in between the two 'panels' of poems/words. He wrote my name, in Chinese, three words... and then he wrote some more words involving ball, the Chinese word 球. It was about three times he wrote this word 球 on the paper. The way he wrote the chinese words were not like those chinese skilled writer, who write Chinese Calligraphy. He was using the chinese brush to write the words, but the way he wrote the words is just like writing using pens, the normal stroke of Chinese words we were writing (as in writing with normal pen and paper)... the words were written vertically down, as in all chinese writing. The words were written vertically down, and the words got bigger as they were written downwards. The last word was 球 and it was so big, bigger than the rest. Towards the end of the word 球, he wanted to draw a ball on it. I said,"No", and he decided to draw a bridge also on the paper, thinking of where to draw the bridge somemore....
Had forgotten the full details of the dream, but it was some kind of 'dispute' between my family members (my family is so big, considering all the not so related...)... there was a kind of 'procession' going on.... and my mother was angry with some people, and she later moved from outside to the inside of the house (my second aunt, my godmother's house at Tiong Bahru)... It was a big house, and we just shifted, now to the 'back' of the house. We stood behind the metal gate, watching the 'procession'. I looked behind me, and I saw at my godmother's house was the statue of Mary with wings on it. There were two litted candles on the altar...
The next part of the dream was like 'climbing on a mountain of lines'... all this lines are like neurons, plastic neurons/tubings with 'axon' it it. Many people were working on this and I was helping out. I was holding on two 'neurons', and trying to fix it....
Ave Maria
My last post was Mount Alvernia Hospital. I have so many things to post, but was not able to do so.... I am not my usual self again.... I am 'possessed', 'possessing' a little heart beat now.... it is terrible feeling, no shiok at all...
Went C.H. Koh Clinic For Women on 30th September 2008
Sacred Heart: The Truth Will Set You Free
This is really call the sacred heart..... My grandmother loves to receive the holy communion. Her name was Maria. She died peacefully 'asleep'... Joshua Benjamin Jeyaretnam (January 5, 1926 - September 30, 2008); more commonly known as "J.B. Jeyaretnam" or "J.B.J.") was a Singaporean politician. He was the first opposition party candidate to be elected a Member of Parliament (MP) in Singapore, 16 years after the country gained independence. An Anglican Christian of Sri Lankan Tamil decent, Jeyaretnam attended Saint Andrew's School, Singapore and University College London, taking a Bachelor of Laws. Jeyaretnam complained of breathing difficulties in the early morning of September 30, 2008, and was rushed to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Doctors were unable to revive him. He died of a heart failure in the early morning of September 30, 2008 at the age of 82, leaving behind two sons.
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